HOT DAAYUM ; DHiZ PAST FEW DAYZ WUHZ SOO KRAZiNESS! ; SOO MUCH SHiT HAPPENED ALL AT ONCE ; YOO DON`T EVEN KNOE! ; BUH GYEAZ, HERE`Z A RECAP OF WUH WEN DOWN..

062304 + WEDNESDAY
hmmz, today started off as ne other day ; hah, i woke uhp at `round 3ish maybe? ate, watched tv, talked to babe, cleaned tha pool (qyeaz, my pool ish finally done!), nd blah³ normal routine ; buh dhenz out of no where, tha aqents from JOHN ROBERT POWERS called to talk to my parents ; soo i qave tha phone to my daddy, khuz he wuhz tha onlee one home ; they talked `bout shit, i dennoez? (john robert powers ish lyke a modelinq . actinq . etc. kindaa ish) ; qyeaz, i wuhz wonderin` how they qot my number, buh dhenz i remembered dhat wen i wuhz at tha mall, sum ppl asked if i wuhz ever interested in modelinq, nd i sed kindaa ; so they told meeh to siqn uhp ferr summin` ; haa² qyeaz, i din`t really think ne one wuhz qonna call ; soo krazy yah? okie dhenz my dad wuhz soo confused on tha fone khuz he din`t knoe wuh tha lady wuh talkin` bout ; haa²  oopz! soo i told em ; dhenz he actually aqreed to lettin` meeh do tha daayum thanq ; she sed dhat i had an audition tha next day soo i wuhz qoin krazy! i needed two recent pix dhat they could keep, buh i din`t have ne ; soo i took choke pix of myself sumhow ; wen my mommy came home, i quess my daddy told her before i could nd she wuhz tha one dhat wuhz qon take meeh to tha audition since on friday i had family commin` overr from san dieqo soo he wusn`t qon make it since he hadda cook nd ish ; qyeaz, i wuhz soo scared/anxious dhat i couldn`t shleep could dhat niqht..

062404 + THURSDAY
kehy..today wuhz tha whole preparin` for tha family qhet toqether deal . tha audition . tha anniversary party for uncle&aunty (baby`z parents) at his house . nd my baby wuhz qon come overr in tha morninq-ish tah see wuh he hadda make for my doq`z  (princess) house thinqy ; dhat qurl ish soo frikken` spoiled, hee² ; yeh, hella shit wuhz happenin` ; i woke uhp early today soo dhat i could kak`it wif babe before i hadda qo ;  i qot ready `round 5ish nd waited for my mom tha qhet home ; i couldn`t sehy bye to my baby khuz my mom wuhz all rushin` meeh! qyeaz, how sad yah? tha audition started at 7 nd we qot derr on time ; i siqned sum papers nd i hadda memorize a commercial script ; haa², dhat qot me really skuurd! i wuhz all stressin` tryna qhet tha shit down nd since derr wuhz hella ppl, maybe lyke 50ish, hella lil` kids, it wuhz kinda hard wif dhem talkin` . cryin` . runnin` around ; buh qyeaz, i wuhz number 24 so i hadda wait for a while ; we all went in a room nd Alana, she wuhz lyke tha manaqer kine person of tha whole thinqy ; she`s tha one dhat decides who qhets in ; yah, she talked to us fer a lil` nd told us `bout tha history of tha john robert powers skool nd ish li`dhat ; dhenz they qrouped us by our numbers, lined us uhp, nd dhenz one by one tha ppl derr interviewed us nd asked us a whole bunch of questions ; dhenz it wuhz my turn ; haa² i wuhz soo frikken skurrd ; welpz she sed she really liked my look nd dhat i made it to tha second auditon, which wuhz qon be tha next day (friday) ; soo qyeaz, i wuhz hella excited! i qot done `round 850ish so i called my babe tah ask if he could pick meeh uhp at tha premium outlet ; he picked meeh uhp dhenz we went tah his house ; i ate, watched ppl sinq nd ish ; ppl started leavin` around 12ish buh tha kids jhuz stayed derr nd we sanq sum kareoke ; yah, it wuhz fun..

062504 + FRiDAY
haa² here`z another hectic day for meeh! hee² ; woke uhp, called babe to come already before it qot hella hott aqenz . cleaned tha bathrooms nd ish for tha qhet toqether thinqy . cleaned tha pool . prepared sum food . blah³ ; dhenz around 1ish i qot ready to qo to tha doctor khuz i had an appointment for my jaw er summin` khuz it wuhz hurtin` lyke a bitch! ; soo my daddy took meeh to summerlin hospital nd we waited derr ferr almost an hour! qay shit huh? ; o welpz, buh they sed ish prolly hurtin` khuz my wisdom teeth ; nd dey sed dhat i don`t need tah qhet dhem out ASAP buh jhuz weneverz i have time i quess ; buh qyeaz, i needed tah leave already khuz i had tha 2nd audition at 5 ; soo wen i qot home, i watched babe wif his weldinq shkills fer a lil` until my mom came home ; buh we left kinda late soo we wer qonne qhet der prolly 15 minz late ; shii, wuhz soo shame qhettin` der late yennoez? ; we waited fer prolly 20 minutes until we were called inn ; i wuhz qon be interviewed by Alana so i hadda to my bestest : ] she asked meeh sum questions aqenz, dhenz i hadda read a new script to her ; err, wuhz soo stressful nd skurry! ; nd dhenz she took meeh into dhiz one room nd i hadda act out a lil` skit thinqy ; she went over tha thanq wif meeh a couple of times, dhenz i hadda do it by myself ; haa² i messed uhp choke times! buh i finally qot it, hee² ; soo qyeaz, she told meeh to qo sit in tha other room so dhat she could talk to my mommy ; maayun, it felt lyke it took years for dhem to discuss whether or not i made it yennoes? buh finally, they qave meeh tha news, nd quess wuh? i MADE iT!! omq, kan yoo believe dhat? i have a contract wif dhem for 3 YEARS ; yah, dhas a looonq time, buh ish qood tho khuz i qhet to take as much classes i want to ; i`m plannin` on takin`  runway . fashion commercial print . imaqe . audition technique . nd public speakinq/communications classes ; i have an orientation on july 7th soo i knoe how tha skoo works nd ish li`dhatz ; buh tha qay thinq ish dhat it cost almost $6,000! hella money yah? dhas why i shtill need tah find a job soo dhat i kan pay a down payment of atleast 2 qrand for my car yennoes?

BUT ATLEAST i GOT 3 YEARS OF LEARNiNG ND AUDiTiONS ; ND DHiZ MODELiNG THiNGY iSH A CAREER NOT JHUZ SUM SUMMER JOB SHiT! AHHH, i CAN`T WAiT UNTiL PPL ACTUALLY START NOTiCiNG MEEH ND WANTiNG MEEH iN THEiR MAGAZiNES ND SUCH ; WiSH MEEH LUCK NOW!!

hah, bax on subjekt ; we had tha lil` dinner thinqy nd we went swimminq lyke round 10ish ; it wuhz onlee tha kids khuz erryone else went out cruzin` nd shii ; nd man oh man wuhz tha water soo daayum cold! buh atleast we din`t qhet darker ; haa² krazy dayee for meeh yah?

062604 + SATURDAY
we had another party qoin ohn today, buh wif more ppl ; tha kids nd my uncle went tah qo nd qhet tha food at mahalrika (sp?) ; ish a new filipino restaurant down on flaminqo/decatur i think? hah, i`m not sure ; we ate, played tmnt on tha x-box ; nd agenz, we went swimminq, buh dhiz time we went earlier, lyke 9ish i think? ; haa², i`m soo kabaw now, i can`t even remember wuh happened yesturday ; hee² i tired typin` already soo dhaz all i qon type..

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FiRST OFF, i JUST WANNA SAY HAPPY MOTHER`S DAY TO MY MOMMY, AND TO ALL THE OTHER MOMMA`S MOMMA, MOMMA`S MOMMA, MOMMA`S MOMMA OUT THERE! HEE² i LOVE YOU SOO² MUCH AND EVEN THO WE FiGHT AND ARGUE ABOUT THE GAYEST THiNGS, i AM STiLL GREATFUL AND BLESSED THAT i HAVE A LOViNG AND CARiNG MOM LiKE YOU! KiSS KiSS.. MUAHZ!

okie dokz dhenz, wif dhat sed nd done, herre`z a recap of my weekend..
FRiDAY 050704
+ hmmz, i went tah skool nd blah³ same routine so i not qon` bloq `bout it..baby picked meeh uhp frum skoo lyke alwayz..we chilled at my house, he went on ebay aqenz tah look for sum partz for his crx, while i watched tha endinq of dayz of our livez, nd dhenz watched passions..after babe went home, i waited for his call dhenz went tah sleep mode! hee² shii` i qotta sleep before we qo out or else imma act bitchy nd be all cranky, lOlz..qyeaz, i slept ferr a qood 3ish hours..baby called, told meeh tah qhet ready soo i did..wen he qot herre lyke `round 720ish, i wasn`t ready yet soo i hadda wait lyke alwayz..sorry babe! i had trouble pickin` out wuh i wuhz qon` wear..haa² i kept chanqin` into shortz, dhenz jeanz, dhenz a skirt..buh finally i wen choose a skirt..soo qyeaz, we went tah baby`z house ferr eat..hee² yummyness! we ate crab nd shrimp..nd ferr desert we wen eat manqo..yeh yuh! qood shii` rii? dhenz rey boyee came inside ferr eat, buh he wuz all shame err sumthin` khuz he took soo lonq ferr kum inside..yah, dhaz why i kall him rey qay, lOlz..shii` had plenny food nd dhenz..dhenz he left tah qo pik uhp his q/f..we were qon head out tah the races, soo i asked babe tah ghet meeh one jacket or sumthin`, buh no more ne thinq..haa² o welpz, wasn`t dhat cold ne wayz..hmmz, i waited ferr baby tah hurry uhp soo i jhuz wen outside nd played wif sassy, tha doq i wen qhet him fer valentinez day :] frikkah qhettin` soo hewmaynqhes..dhenz we bounced tah reqqy bunny`z crib tah pik him uhp..after dhat, we met uhp wif pat nd rob at speedway..my baby had tah leave meeh khuz he wuhz qon` qo wif rob khuz rob wanted for race his hatch :[ *tears* poor thinq yah? hee² it wuhz all qee! soo qyeaz, meeh; pat; reqqy; rey nd his q/f went tah qhet one seat..shii` it took lyke how many yearz until dey wuhz qon` race..lOlz, buh dhenz we saw dhem qhet out soo we wuhz all lyke oh hayll nah! dey qot cauqht or sumthin` yennoez? khuz rob wasn`t 18 so he kudn`t be inside..haa² soo junk! soo, my jeffy wuz all alone inside tha car `bout tah race one hatch too..ooweee! wuhz soo excitin` tah see my baby race! we werr all screamin` qooo! nd yay, my babe won..haa² hella smoked tha uderr faka..hayll yess! after dhat, i quess my baby qave his wrist band tah rob since rob wuhz qon race aqenz..dhenz my jeffy came, which made meeh happy khuz i wuhz feelin` lonely witout him yennoez!? soo qyeaz, we waited ferr rob tah race aqenz, which frikken` took 4evz aqenz..dhenz aftah he raced, we all bounced..heh, friday/sat morninq wuhz really fun..

SATURDAY 050804
+ ho, saturday wuhz soo frikken` qay! wen i wuhz qettin` ready for qo to my daddy`z fren`z dauqhter`z bday partay, i did tha stoopidest thinqy..ERR, MADE MEEH SOO MADD! kehy, i wen put in my contacts, nd dhenz my eyez started tah BURN lyke hellah! fuckin` shii..i 4qot dhat i not suppose tah put dat kine solution into my eye wif out washin` it wiff tha reqular kine contact solution..since qyeaz, my contactz are tha monthly kine, so i had dhiz monthy kine solution..hah wuhevz..nd tha frikken` bottle wen sehy DON`T PUT DiRECTLY iN YOUR EYES..maayun, i dennoez whyee i wen 4ghet..err, nd dhenz i started cryinq khuz tha faka wuhz hurtin` lyke a bitch! nd i nevah lyke qo party ne more..shii` tha scariest thinq wuhz dhat wut if ish toxic nd shii` yennoz? qot me really skurrd! soo b4 we went tah tha partie, my momma went tah buy sum eye dropz..i quess it wuhz qhettin` beterr since the burnin` nd redness wuhz qoin` away a lil..buh qyeaz, the partie wuhz really kyoote khuz all tha qurlies wuhz dressed in their princess costumes..hee² wuhz soo kyooteness..ne whoz, wen we qot home..tha redness came back aqenz..so i wuhz lyke WTF maayun! i wusn`t even in tha mood ferr do ne thinq ne morez, soo i jhuz went nd sleep..

SUNDAY 050904
+ welpz todayee, my eye (riqht) ish beterr..derr`z shtill sum redness qoin` on buh ish shitll beterr yenneoz? hopefully ish all qee 2morrow khuz i don`t want it bein` all red at skoo..buh ne whoz, since ish Mother`s Day, we`z qon eat out sumwer, hah i dennoz werr tho..hee² we`ll jhuz surprise my mommy..hee² yess yess, ish shweetness, i knoez!

WARNiNG WARNiNG! MY JEFFY HAS A WARRENT FOR ARREST..iF YOU SEE HiM DRiViNG, BE ON THE LOOK OUT AND BE CAREFUL!

- tyme ish 453 pm - bye²

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hey² pplz..welpz, dhiz bloq ish ferr my sexxy baby since he told meeh i nevah update my xanqie ferr one lonq azz time..soo qyeaz, i`ve jus been too busy wiff shii` nd i din`t really feel lyke bloqqin` yennoez? buh now dhat babe readz my payqe, i quess ish a must..hee², welpz ne whoz, herrz a recap of wuh we did dhiz past weekend..

FRiDAY 043004
»  hmmz, nothin` really happened on friday khuz i had tah take my SAT on saturday, soo i jhuz spent most of tha dayee studyin` fer wuhevz..i talked tah baby once in a while throuqhout tha dayee, he called tah check uhp on meeh nd shii`..yennoez how it qoes :] i think we went tah quiznos..did we qo on friday babe? or wuhz it a different dayee? haa² i 4got already..sheeshness, i stay turnin` one kabaw already (if yoo`z not ilocano, dhenz yoo dennoz wuh kabaw means, soo..too bad, soo sad..suffahh!) haa² i remembah how my sub. in elementary alwayz sed dhat too us..memories..lOlz, oh yahh, i almost 4got, haa²..we also went tah HOTTiE, khuz baby needed hiz "blinq blinq" earinqz, nd he also bouqht meeh sum thonqz nd stuff..lOlz nauqhty², oowee! buh enuff of my nonsense, kehy chanqin` subject/dayee

SATURDAY 050104
»  kehyz..i woke uhp hellah early ferr one weekend..i qot ready ferr my SAT testin` at duranqo hs..my lovely sisturr (twin) miss cee kalled meeh uhp nd asked if i wuhz ready..so qyeaz, she picked meeh uhp lyke `round 720ish i`m quessin`..next, we bounced tah my otherr lovely sisturr miss ray²..haa² qirly wuhz trippin` khuz nevah have ne one tah watch her lil` sisturr audrey..so we hadda drop her off at joanna`z house..after dhat, we chilled at ray`z pad khuz we wuz hunqry..we bounced tah duranqo around 805ish..wen we qot derr, faka wuhz soo lonq! shii` nd tah teacher or whoevz wuhz tellin` all of us dhat we shud've came earlier..BiTCH PLEASE! hah, whuz purrty qay..tha three of us werr skurred khuz we thot we all had assiqned classroomz tah go to, buh dhenz n/m, we had tha same room..blah³ tha test wusn`t all dhat badd, or maybe dhaz jhuz meeh since i frikken` left hellah of tha questionz blank >.< hee²..shii` trynaa make meeh stress? haa², i don`t think soo! ne wayz, we tested ferr lyke 4 hours wiff one 5min. break nd anuderr 1min. break ferr stretch err wuhevz..nd dhenz, we wuhz all pau, baby came tah pik meeh uhp..we dropped ray home khuz carolyn went tah qo see her man (carlo)..next, babe nd i went tah my crib khuz i had tah chanqe my clothes khuz we were qon` qo tah MAY DAY at tha california hotel..shii` wuhz soo fuckin` hot! haa² wuhz makin` meeh act all irkinq nd hella sassy..sorrie baby :[ yoo knoe how i am! at tha festival thinqy, we bouqht some food, ate in his car khuz nevah had ne werr tah sit nd plus, i needed sum shade..dhenz we went bax nd bouqht sum shii`..sum qood shii!, tah be exact..hee²..yah, dhaz basically all we wen do ovah derr..dhenz we decided ferr qo tah desert breeze ferr chill nd stuff li`dhatz, yennoez? baby took off one of his shirtz soo dhat i kan sit, hee²..i knoe, how shweet yah!? we sat nd talked, watch tha lil` kidz play baseball, nd we also played wiff tha doqz ovah derr.. after dhat, we went bax tah my crib khuz i wanted to chanqe once aqenz, lOlz..yah, i chanqed into my HOOCHiE shortz (dhaz wuh erryone kalls it) dhenz we werr qonna qo bax tah tha festival khuz babe`z pplz werr derr, buh dhenz wuhz too late already khuz now had tah pay ferr ghet in..so we wuhz lyke hayll nah, n/m..soo qyeaz, we went tah pinoy pinay tah ghet sum drinks..dhenz baby called cousin reqqy bunny soo we kan go kak`it..we went him nd his q/f (stacy) uhp at texass stashun..dhenz rolled out tah peter pipper pizzas ferr qrub..stayed derr ferr a lil` until reqqy bunny hadda qo home khuz of sum shii`..soo qyeaz, babe nd i went tah my park by my house, nd sum wer else..dhenz blah³..finally, he dropped meeh home

SUNDAY 050204
»  uhmm, meeh, my brahdurr, nd my momma went tah church, since we nevah qo ferr one lonq azz time..after dhat we went tah costco ferr buy food..after dhat, wen we wuhz `bout tah leave, we bouqht sum yumminess chicken bake..dhenz we went home, lOlz..dhas basically itt..

-tyme ish 411- bye²

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hey² xanqstuhz!! ehh, i haven`t updated dhiz shii` ferr a week or soo..buh qyeaz, dhiz week wuz soo hectik..i had tah work on my projekt nd soo much other qay shii`..kehy welpz dhiz ish a recap of my weekend..

+ FRiDAY
skoo wuhz qay az usual, buh atleast ish friday yennoez!? i had tah stay bax ferr a lil` khuz meeh nd my partnahz had tah show our enqlish teacher our video we made..wuz soo shame khuz tha video wuz soo q h e t t o!! we went kut out ppl frum my maqazines nd taped dhemz ohn tah bbq stickz nd toothpicksz, lOlz..at first we wuz gon` jus akt out the two chaptersz dhat werr assiqned to us, buh we nevah like show our faces so gyeaz, we went tha qhetto way..i sed wuz beterr if we went ghet sum barbie dollsz, buh we nevah had any, haa² o welpz..ne whoz, it took us a lil` lonqer dhen i thot to hook uhp my video cam to her tv khuz she`z one crackhead!! hah, soo erking her..we finally showed it to her nd ferr sum weird reason, she went qive us one A!! hee² we werr lyke WTF?? i quess yennoez, dhaz all on her..after, i tried to hurry uhp khuz my jeffy wuz waitin` ferr meeh inda parkinq lot..dhenz we went home, chilled ferr a lil`, took pixsz, blah³ all dhat qood shii` :] dhenz dhat niqht, my daddie dropped meeh off at my homeqrl`z house tah do anotherr daayum projekt for history..nd omq!! we took soo foreverz..shii` i went derr at like 8ish dhenz we onlii qot finished at lyke 1ish..aint dhat sum qay shii?? it wuhz okie dokz tho since babe kame overr tah "help us" haa² gyea riite..all he wuhz doin` wuz complainin` lOlz..i wuhz too :] buh qyeaz, we went to mickey d`z to qhet my happie meal khuz i nevah went eat yet..blah³ jhuz sum more borinq shii` went down soo i no need write `bout em..

+ SATURDAY
i woke uhp extremely early ferr sum reason..soo qay maayun khuz i need my shleep..ne wayz, i wuz home by myself khuz erryone went tah work..i ate, watched tv, woke uhp my jeffy, talked to him ferr a lil`, dhen agenz bax to projekt mode..ERKiNGness maayun!! i qot sum more pixsz nd wasted hellah ink jhuz ferr dhat..in tha end, it turned out okie dokz..it suppose tah beeh one catalog but it lookz more like one book/scrapbook..buh heyy, we qot tha whole descriptionsz, prices nd order forms qoin` ohn, soo ish all qee riite?? meeh nd babe werr plannin` ohn qoin` tah tha mall buh i whuz soo tired nd his car wuz aktin` uhp once agenz, soo we jhuz decided not tah go out :[ i spent most of tha day watchin` moviesz wit my parents..tha moviez werr ehhh, kindaa qay..

+ SUNDAY (today)
all i knoe ish dhat i qots tah finish uhp my hw ferr math nd enqlish..nd my parents sed dhat we ish qoin` to my daddie`z frensz partay soon at 7ish..soo qyeaz, i quess dhaz wuh i`m doin` today..haa² nothin` really to write herre..

-time ish 640- bye²

OFF TAH CALi4NiA (soon)!! i`LL BE BAKK ON TUESDAY, i THiNK..HMMz, HOPEFULii ERRYONE HAS A BOMB ASZ SPRiNG BREAK :)

AND REMEMBER KiDDOz, NO SEX`N WiTH OUT PROTEKTiON!!